2 days after transfer. I don't know how I'm gonna get through the next 12 days. Waiting and hoping, and willing this one to make it and grow in my tummy. talking to it, and praying and begging that this time our dream will come true. then again not being able to imagine that it will EVER work out for us. Will I ever be lucky enough to feel a baby growing inside me? We are good people. We deserve this to work. We've been through so much heartache the last 3.5 years, and for the most of it, we accepted what was handed to us, and we rarely complained and we stayed positive and picked ourselves up, again and again, after each disappointment. We deserve our happy ending, don't we?
I read your last post there and I just want to give you a big hug! YES, you certainly do deserve your happy ending. It's just not fair the way bad things happen to good people. I felt the exact same way when i lost my baby. I thought 'why me, i've never done anything bad to anyone!'. I look around me sometimes and i see and think of all the people in the world, and how they got here (via women!)And i think why couldn't i do that? Why did i have to be complicated! It's very frustrating. Im always the one that people turn to help fix their problems or just listen. I don't deserve what happened me and neither does my husband but thats what we got. My mum was trying to convince me during the week that i WILL have a baby someday and when i do i'll appreciate it alot more than others who didn't have trouble conceiving. It's true. I now know how badly i want a baby. So Mod2, you keep your chin up and fill yourself with all the positive thoughts in the world! Rest up and i hope these next 12 days don't drag too much for you. Thinking of you and hoping and praying with you too, Love Jenn xx
BFP!!!! Can't believe it. Getting bloods done in the morning and will see when they can scan me. If they won't scan me earlier than 3 weeks (which is what they said on the phone), I'll go to the EPU. Fingers crossed this one will stick and in the right place!
That's correct then! I thought you transferred on the 30th! even better, you must be over the moon my friend, I'm truly happy for you and DH, this has to be it and you have 4 more in the freezer!!! I'm expecting very nice beta tomorrow and we are happy with values around 100 at this stage (and I'm sure you'll be even higher!) keep us posted by the minute!